i just saw someone with my diaryland tag.. except it was spelled "liliput".
bizarre.
i know it's been so long.
i don't know where things stand.
i'm looking but i can't seem to out my finger on it.
i dated a 39 year old man, just to see what would happen. thinking maybe i'll find it there.
i wasn't even the slightest bit curious about him.
i just wanted to go out to dinner at a seafood restaurant.. i think.
lately, i've been pulling my usually hit and run.
i sleep with my friends, leave them and then act as if nothing happened.
i'm so evil. i think that is a really evil and rude thing to do.
and i do it anyway.
............................
jared as moved to new york at last.
there is great sexual tension.
immense.
and then i look at him, grit my teeth... and i can't do it.
i would fuck it up.
i could see myself doing so.
and i would break him.
into a million soluble pieces.
.............................
but i haven't been that bad...
in fact, i'm starting to think sex is overrated.
or maybe i just haven't had a good fuck lately.
5:56 p.m. - 2002-08-25
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