i want a man not a little boy.
my father has pretty much destroyed every thought i've ever had about the last good man.
after knowing that my father cheated on my mother, my vision of him being the only good man i know ceased to exist.
in my eyes my daddy was suppose stand as "the good man".
instead he acts like a little boy.
they all act like little boys.
why? can anyone answer my this?
never mind the searching for something better, because even when you think you have it, there always seems room for disappointment.
i am surrounded with women who have fathers that all have or still do behave like little boys.
i don't know if that adds to this, but my dad pretty much fell off his pedestal and kicked it over.
now in my eyes... he stands in dirt... make that mud.
they can be 25 and still behave like little boys... and people give them slack... because, "it's your 20's!"...
then it's 30's, 40's.
my father is nearly 50. and he still hasn't grown up.
i am disappointed.. and i find it very hard now to find an intelligible man who will act his age, or atleast pretend.
sometimes i just want to kick them in the ass and say, "fucking grow up!!"
1:21 a.m. - 2002-07-25
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