dating is becoming difficult.
i consider myself to be a hopeless case.
i haven't dated anyone different in about a year. haven't screwed anyone else in about 6 months. and just when i thought my luck was changing that physical therapist never called.
with the weather getting all warm now, i'm getting that itch.
i've already started buying summer clothes.
last summer the girls and i had a regime.
we hit every place that had a ladies' night.
and everyday of the week we had a place to go. and sometimes we switched it up by hitting the city.
kerry and i were talking over the phone last night, making fun about being single and getting our groove on this summer.
"we're going to go out and spread out. we're gonna have walkie talkies so we know when one's coming..."
then the conversation went to gold diggin' schemes..
scoping the parking lot for the nicest car and going to the bar and report something about headlights left on or alarm going off. crazy.. but it supposedly worked for someone kerry knows.
we women are bad.
i'm just coming to terms with it all.
dating or just meeting guys has become boring to me.. and i've become extremely picky.
even masturbation has become a bore.. because horny doesn't really come to me much more.
i'm bored.
i've contemplated doing the personal ad thing on nerve.com, but i keep shaking my head at it.
because i've done the personal ad thing before, and i've met some interesting people, but none that ever worked out.
it was fun though.. just the act of meeting someone new.
kerry wants to set me up with the friend of some guy she's dating.
it involves a hockey game. i don't know shit about hockey. all i know is that the islanders and the rangers are playing.
and it's a fucking double date.
this ought to be good considering my friends never made good match makers.
if i don't go then trashy jen will take my place and kerry thinks it might scare him away.
so that means.. i have to go.
if something happens maybe it'll prevent my parents from calling that hotline number to be one of those desperate women on the 'bachelor'.
god help me.. if i was ever on that show... i'd sleep with him the first date, and then throw that rose in his face.
my parents would be so proud on the decision they made...
1:42 a.m. - 2002-04-16
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