according to my mother i might have popped a blood vessel today.
this afternoon as i got ready for work, i blew my nose after washing my face and began a nose bleed.
i called my job and told them i was going to be late knowing that my nose bleeds are bad... and uh... boy was this bad.
when i got back to the sink and took the tissue plug out of my nose, blood ran out like a running faucet.
i must've bled for about a good 15 minutes, and i got freaked out because it wasn't stopping and it wasn't your average drip-drip nose bleed. i couldn't even lay back because i'd have to spit it out.
i thought i was hemorraging.
i called out for my brother to call my mom on her cell and the fucking dumbass got pissed because i made him get up from watching television.
i made a mess in the bathroom.
blood everywhere. a fucking bloody massacre.
splattered all over the place and wads of red tissue piled around the sink.
then i hear my brother asked why was a bleeding.
hello?? the bathroom door was wide open and there was a bloody mess all over the place.
ya can't fucking miss it!
i wanted rub his fucking head all over the bloody sink.
i could've had a hatchet in my head and asked him to call 911 and he'd still huff 'n' puff "ugh.. can't you call it?"
it stopped by the time my mother made it back. she told me it could be a popped blodd vessel and that going to work would aggravate it and could cause it to bleed. again. i needed to be laying down.
i went to work an hour later. with a really bad headache that i couldn't take pills for. because if i got another nose bleed it could be worse.
when i spoke to kerry tonight and told her what happened, she said i need to stop working so damn much and relax. but i'm still not allowed out.
i know that if i went out this evening i would have a problem. kerry didn't want a bloody mess on her hands.
blood shed all over long island.
definite.
i decided to play it safe.
according to my mother and kerry...
i'm not allowed out.
maybe i am over working myself.
it's all i ever do anyway.
hence why i haven't had many entries..
very boring times.
all work and no play make lily a dull girl...
11:57 p.m. - 2002-04-12
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