ok.. it's not so bad. the family thing.
although i'm getting awkward vibes.
kind of like the walking on eggshells thing.
my grandma (my dad's mom) looks really good since the stroke.
in fact she looks great. and i'm really happy to see her now.
even though i have this fear.. this fear of facing people at their most crucial moment, i'm really content that i could be with her right now.
i forget sometimes how much my grandparents mean to me, and how much i really love them.
it's sappy, i know.
it's so not me.
but i thought i'd shed a bit of the armor for a moment.
10:24 p.m. - 2001-09-08
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