i'm tired.
physically tired. i want to saw my legs off because they hurt so much.
cannot not tolerate the pain.
i thought, "shit. how am i going to dance tonight will all this pain going on?"
i thought maybe i'd start off slow.. you know get a drink at a low key bar, and if i got smashed and i couldn't feel the aching physicalities, i'd think about shaking my thang somewhere.
but.. um.. nah.
i'm pooped. i couldn't even muster up the energy to do my hair. let alone think about an outfit.
besides, i need to renew myself for tomorrow.
i've got a bus load of family coming up this weekend (i can't believe i took off work).
and i have to deal with THAT.
not to mention, i'm sure some sort of snarling remarks will be made about my short circuit from the other day.
woohoo! can't wait for that! won't that be hoot.
i'm too tired to even listen.
i'm sure i'll eventually glaze over.
sleep with my eyes open. that sort of thing.
i've got plenty of lullaby tea bags left.
i've been rockin' those to sleep everynight this week.
maybe i'll rock those in the afternoons and shutdown early from the family social.
12:53 a.m. - 2001-09-08
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