something hit me really hard last night, that almost made me lose my breath.
last night erin and i went out for a couple of drinks, and we actually bumped into mike and all those guys, and mike was somewhat embarrassed to see me.
he was very apologetic.. he said "i miss you.. i felt so bad about everything that happened, that i didn't think you'd ever want to hear from me.."
heh heh..
i said that wasn't true.. i told him that i really don't care about what happened, but the fact that he didn't come by to say hello was bothersome, but i'm fine with everything else.
so we all hung out lastnight, and erin challenged us to a game of taboo, and mike made breakfast, and we watched tom green. and it was a sweet time. and i was a good girl.
but then during some commercial break something came on tv about getting tested for hiv. there was this girl on tv talking about how she had three partners and she had unprotected sex once and she wanted just to get tested to be safe and all this stuff. and i sat there on the couch and this frightening overwhelming feeling came over me.
i've had unprotected sex twice.
amongst other unprotected sexual activity.
this has been on my mind since lastnight. and i'm little scared, but i'm planning on going to get tested. since it's get tested for hiv week or whatever. planned parenthood is holding free testing and accepting walk-ins... and i'm going to end up there sometime this week.
all i can do for now is just take deep breaths...
8:14 pm - 2000-12-03
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