hmmm...
there's stuff to tell, but i hate just telling. i'm feeling a little empty. i'm getting tired of writing about 'what happened' instead of finding in-depths things to write about. but most likely i will end up writing about the what happened's.
*sigh*
we all had a blast at danny's b-day party. it was at this absolutely beautiful loft. mahogony wood floors. balconies facing the verrazano, and the williamsburg. amazing amazing entertainment system. i've never seen anything like it. a touch tone screen. scroll to whatever song you'd like to listen and it plays. there was a wine cellar with atleast 300 bottles of wine that you can see from the wine glass rack. phenomal. gorgeous.
we kept asking ourselves, "what does it take to get a place like this?.. what the fuck do we have to do?"
answer was the dot com business.
yeah, danny's sister's boyfriend (follow that?) is in the whole dot com thing. so if you invest your time with that and manage to become successful, you can afford a loft on the 9th floor, above macauley culkin, in downtown manhattan... with a wine cellar. oh, and a personal chef.
i want that.
it was an interesting night. i'm not going to go into detail about the whole thing. i did experience the slightest HS insecurity, when someone made fun of my last name. and i said to him "i can't believe you'd actually lower yourself to such HS stupidity. you're such a low life.." i saw this coming. i don't know why i didn't steer clear. after that i walked away searching for a cigarette, and theo ran after me to one of the balconies. that was when we spoke about everything. he didn't want me to have a hissy, and i said i wasn't.. i wasn't about to make a scene at someone's b-day party. this kid who made fun, covered up his idiotic reply with "i was going to invite you to my wedding, i didn't know your last name!" yeah right. you really can't cover up that offensive remark with such an excuse. i wouldn't even go to his wedding, even if he paid me. i wish i could share with you what that was.. but i don't reveal that. actually bon, i think, reveal my first name the other day here. heh... i think only two people in diaryland know what my name is... those people are also whose diaries i make the effort to read.
anyway... so theo and i got to talking. he wants something.. besides biting my ass. it was awkward.. only because we're friends, and i know neither one us would want something bad to come of it. i don't want to get into it.
tomorrow i'm spending the day with the fireman after classes. and we're going to watch No Looking Back.. movie by edward burns. it's a one we both like. we started talking about it one day, and we both couldn't remember the name.. so i looked it up... and now we're going to watch it again.. after we spend the day together in the city.
and i'm supposed to be on a hiatus from the man dept.
yeah right..
12:57 am - 2000-11-28
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