i haven't written for a while because it's somewhat been a hellish week.
sherri passed away on wednesday. she died of cancer, lymphoma. she had been sick for a few weeks and i had been taking care of the boys and sleeping over for a couple of weeks. aaron, her husband, didn't want to tell me how bad she was doing. maybe because he didn't want me to freak out. i didn't know how to handle all this. it hits me in waves. i'm ok at times, others i'm distressed. i had to call bonnnie at her job.. something i would never do. she knew something was up. and she came down to the island, because aaron asked us to come and sit shiva(sp) with them. i think it's some sort of mourning period in the jewish religion. they do it for a week. he let bon and i pick out a piece of jewelry to remember her by. it felt extremely awkward. i couldn't just pick something out. he told us her birth stone was opal, so i spotted this little opal pendant, on a thin chain... something i could see sherri wearing when she was young. something she probably wore when she first met aaron. i now wear it as my good luck charm.
on a lighter note, i've been hanging out with mike... alot. he is, as erin so sweetly put it, "oh so dreamy..". and he has the sweetest ass i've ever seen in my life. like two freshly baked loaves of bread. beautiful. god bless him.
we went out sunday night.. a bunch of us. and when we headed back to erin's (she was house sitting for her sister), i slipped into my pj's and went to go brush my teeth... only to find NO toothpaste. i walked out and told erin. mike said he had toothpaste.. and we were already going to make breakfast. it was 4-5am.. we were going to make eggs and waffles and stuff. mind you, mike had been trying to lure to his apt. and stay over for a few days now. i was totally joshing with him at the bar, and blowing up his spot. so let's just say, i had eggs and waffles and orange juice.. AND other things that were not on the menu. plus! i got to brush my teeth. :) he was out cold when i left him in the morning.. and i didn't want to wake him up.. so i left a note. when i got home i gave him a ring, and made tentative plans for this weekend coming up.
for now though i have to deal with school. i started class on tuesday. and like an asshole i missed my first class. why? because i fucked up my alarm clock. i accidentally set the time for pm instead of am. yeah.. gotta watch out for those damn digital clocks. so i'm sure my professor has it in for me, even though we have not met... and i know i am on their roster. whatever. we'll see when i go in tomorrow.. and tomorrow is a long ass day. i have class from 9:15am till 5:35pm. yum. eh.. but last class is an art class, so i won't mind it as much, unless the professor there is a real drag.
until then...
02:29:14 - 2000-09-07
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