i wanted to write because i felt obligated to. even though no one really reads my entries. basically because i still haven't figured out the mailing configuration thing.. still! and the templates they have aren't so cool... and i want to learn some things about html. (why it's still private). i'm jealous of all the other diaries that have cool things to look at and stuff. i've been reading jewelia.diaryland.com. stumbled upon her diary at piglatin.com. girl's got quite life. it's like watching felicity (i had a thing for the show after i got sick of party of five). well her diary was what gave me a thought about doing my own... even though i'm a lazy shit. i have things to write about... i'm just lazy about turning on the computer and going into it. like last time i wanted about to tell about my friday night out, but i was running out of space.. and said to myself "oh, i'll tell about it tomorrow.." didn't do such a thing.
friday night was kristine's b-day.. who happens to be the roomie of my good friend pags. i was surprised that kris wanted me there... considering that she was never really fond me (not like i was fond her) ever since i stole away from her and hooked up with that really cute boy (harley) at a club like 2 years ago. first off... kris is a bigtime hooch.. the girl is ugly as sin, and she still has men heaving over her and violating her (she likes it) whenever she gets drunk off her ass. see kris.. think of the ramones. we went down to the village and waited by the subway station for her and her friends to show.. while some giant nasty roach skidded by my feet (EW!) and i jumped onto michelle who was pointing to it, but couldn't scream b/c of shock. we went to the barrow inn and had a couple of drinks.. where there was some 30 year old man and his buddies were sitting next to us.. who came by after kris sent a shot over to his table.. asked who was sicilian(sp) and planted one on kris.. then sat next to me and rubbed my back and grabbed my neck and said to me "your body is fucking unbelievable... you are so hot". it was flattering and repulsive at the same time.. what made it repulsive was the fucking groping. i wasn't even wearing anything risque! he wanted us to go with them to the lion's den (where pete's band will be having a show aug 2nd -more on that later).. but we wanted to go to culture club.. only to find out we'd be completely drenched by the time we got there, b/c it started to rain.. so we went to polly esther's around the corner. i love polly's.. they play 70's and 80's music.. and it's real tiny and narrow and they have towards the back a dance floor that lights up like the saturday night fever dance floor.. but man, was it fucking hot as hell in there. geezus, can you sweat in there.. not to mention smell other people's serious BO. someone asked if i was married or engaged.. i don't know if that was his best pickup line or what. he was cute but not suave at all. i had the ring on my right hand. i explained to him what's married and what's not. he told me he lived in ozone park.. only to spot him on the LIRR on the way home.. on MY train! what a schmuck. speaking of LIRR.. they might as well hold my high school reunion at penn station. it was a nightmare. everywhere i turned it was some arrogant prick i went to highschool with.. who apparently hasn't grown up yet, and thinks they're still "cooler". fuck! i look fucking way hotter than half of those rich fat asses that i went to school with. though of course they can alway ask daddy to pay for lipo. :)i noticed from the few that i saw.. that they really haven't gotten any better looking.. except danny.. who i wish went with us that night. i would've done bad bad things with him. but i thought about it, and i figure.. if i hooked up with someone i've known since like grammar school, i don't think i could do it.. it would almost be incestuous. how gross of me to think that way.
danny's hot. bonnie (best friend) told me to fuck him.. b/c he's, of course, hot. just do it for her.. lol
i might have the chance.. considering last time i saw him i don't think i could count how many times he said i looked really good. yay!
pags' b-day is in a couple of weeks, so maybe i might see him again.. which would be way cool. big phat smile on my face.
hmmm.. i should get some decent hours of sleep since i didn't get any last night... and i'm meeting bon for lunch in the city tomorrow before she goes back up to albany.
later gator (can i get anymore cornier)
05:43:40 - 2000-07-26
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