i need sex.
i need to get laid.
i need to seriously fuck.
these are the thoughts that run through my mind during the course of the day.
the last time i got any was december 4th 1999. i actually remember the date. it was the day my ex, mr.wonderful (refer to first entry)was going back up home to ontario, after visiting for two weeks.
that was a good time.. he came down for thanksgiving.. and we fucked alot.. er made love. he's the only fool i can't get out of my mind. i think of him when i'm horny, and it kills me, b/c i that's not what i want. i want... something new.
something new to go along with my new thongs undies. first time i ever buy "eye patches". and it feels weird.. but i guess you get used to it... after a while, it brings on this tremendous sexy feeling. i feel like a little minx. along with that new shirt i bought that feels like butter. ugh! it's like a fashion wet dream come true.
i over splurged yesterday when i met bon in the city. we went to the manhattan mall, and just did bad things with our money. of course there's always a justification to go with spending. "well i needed a new shirt".. it's always "i needed.." or best one.. "we're young... and we work!.. it's ok!"
thoughts in my head right this moment:
i need to have sex..
i should venture into town one of these day and get a brazilian wax.
i'll be biting off my bottom lip from the ripping pain..
i need to have sex..
i should just masturbate..
i need a man...
to have sex with..
i definitely need sex..
07:08:43 - 2000-07-28
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