i don't question things. atleast not has often as i should anyway. but that's what i said to a friend of mine. i don't question. i just do what i have to do. i just do it.
and i'm stuck. because i have a little of that and a little of this, and i don't know how it goes.
..............
friday night i drowned myself with five tequila shots and five beers.. i think. i was all over the place, and saw alot of people, and spoke more than i should have.
i figure mike just likes to humor me, but that's ok. i was too drunk to consider anything that was said.
..............
mr. wonderful and i have been randomly emailing. don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. it seems that we have past loves or "ghosts" that just like to stir things up. i won't say haunt. that's not really the case. it seems harmless but it never really is. there's always an alterior motive.
always.
everything as an alterior motive.
lord knows, i always have them.
7:17 p.m. - 2002-02-25
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