ahem.
mike and i got together this past saturday.
and boy, did we have fun!
i don't even know why we went out for dinner and a movie.
when he asked if i wanted to see the new apartment, and we both giggled.. gee.. what the hell could we be working upto?
i think we actually tried to hold out as long as we could. and then we had a tickle fight, and we all know what that leads to.
it was nice though. it was different.
........................
that evening he met my parents for the first time when he came to pick me up. after i tried to derail the whole situation for a while.
i think my mother was on the look out.. she asked me who i was going out with, and she recalled valentine's day. "the good looking one?".
oh yeah.. she had her ears perked like dog waiting for the doorbell to ring.
i made it 1-2-3 "hi. how are you? let's go."
.............................
i put him on the spot for a bit too.
i asked him if there was anyone i should know about, so i can be prepared for when he tells me in a couple of months that "there's someone else".
i had to stop that, because by the look on his face he wanted to crawl into a hole.
..............................
ahh... que sera sera...
i can't seem to conjure up feelings about this.
i didn't even want to call him lastnight.
do i want this? i don't know.
i do remember though, after that night.. i awoke to a dream where mike and i were said a pair, and we were at a party with all these silly girls all over the place.
at one point i lost him, only to find him with girls fawning all over him and acting like it was no big deal. as a matter of fact, in my dream has my eyes nearly bulged out of my head because some silly girl was sitting on his lap, arms draped around his neck, he says, "she's ONLY s friend..".
i was so aggravated.. i couldn't wait to wake up.
probably why i wasn't full of that bubbly lust that morning.
only giddy from the sex.
6:35 p.m. - 2001-10-29
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