um... i wrote to mr. wonderful today.
emailed actually.
i'm feeling uneasy about it.
he did call me on sept. 11 to make sure everything was ok.
and his birthday was the 21st, and i said i would call or something. which i didn't.
so i wrote.
email was very curt and not there-are-hints-in-here-of-wanting-you-back.
there aren't any. i don't have any hints to throw. because i don't want him back actually.
but something inside me feels bad on how we left things off.
it wasn't very nice at all.
............................
maybe i should refer back to my entries to remind myself of just how much of an asshole he was behaving.
and to not repeat these situations.
which will, in turn, still leave me with no man.
that's ok.
with mediocrity in my life, my sex drive as taken a leave of absense.
i tell you, it can't get any better.
11:18 p.m. - 2001-10-03
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