if you're going to be checking out my diary like 5 times a day, atleast leave a fucking message or something!!
you are the fucking reason why i locked up my diary!!
because you're making me paranoid, and i think there's something wrong with you!!!
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!.
....................................
*sigh*
on another note...
i've been feeling a little insecure lately. mostly because of my friends.
i'm not feeling so bad anymore. i would have vented forever more about an hour ago if i hadn't come across a good friend on my buddy list.
i poured out to her, and she made me feel better.
thanks monty.
it all really has to do with my life, and people having the need to critique, because.. i don't know.. it makes them feel better about themselves, or they think it's tough love. who the fuck knows. it's been pissing me off.
most of my friends have graduated, and are in that situation of finding good jobs and moving out, etc. plus, they have family problems.
ok. i still live at home. i have no complaints. i'm still going to school. and i have a job i really like, but may not pay much. and i'm getting along with my 'rents.
i am unable to move out of my house because i can't afford it. and no one is pressuring me to do so. except my friends, for whatever reasons they have.
i plan on getting my BA for however long it takes me. and i plan on making something of myself.
i guess i have friends that have little faith in me and need to constantly question my motive in life.
ugh! fuck you!
that's what i want to say.
FUCKING FUCK YOU.
unfortunately my parents were unable to afford to send me away to school and rock a four year university out of a bachelors, and give me their credit card to max out, and nice ride to drive around in, and then send me off to fucking europe to think about the rest of my life.
but what they can afford is to send me to community college and keep me at home until i get a degree in my hands. so i'll fucking take it for what it's worth.
so you know what?
FUCK YOU.
...............................
i will not let this aggravate me.
i. will. not.
6:20 p.m. - 2001-08-16
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