slowly the pieces come together...
i found the entire article of michael's college past.
although all too coincidental, it's him.
but i have no verification.
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From the issue dated December 15, 1995 [my birthday]
[University] Student Arrested for Weapons Found in Dorm Room
[Some Town], New York -- A student at the [University blah blah blah] College of Technology was arrested after explosives and firearms were found in his dorm room.
Campus police said they had found a loaded 12-gauge shotgun, a zip gun, nitroglycerine tablets, and other explosives in [Michael's] room. They searched the freshman's room after finding an 18-inch knife and two dummy hand grenades on Bradley [Lastname], an [Blank] University freshman who was leaving the room. [Michael] has been suspended. He could not be reached.
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that's the story.
and he's got a friend named bradley, who went to school with him. who hangs out with them from time to time. whom i've met.
*sigh*
i've dated a fucking psycho.
and he's not the first.
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the first time michael and i met, he had told about his schooling. and i had met bradley at the same time too.
except during that time of conversation, i thought he finished school.
second time the school topic came up, i had found out that he never finished school.
according to him it was because of "financial reasons".
it was believable.
then i found out this.
and slowly but surely the pieces are coming together.
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he's the kind of guy that seems like he's got a big secret.
just by looking at him...
in his eyes...
you can tell he's hiding something.
and i don't pry...
i try not to, because he's very perceptive to human behavior.
even when he tells stories about his youth, he speaks vaguely.
and i only ask questions, not because i'm prying or fishing for something, but because i like him and i'm interested in getting to know him.
i look in his eyes, and i can tell it makes him nervous.
he says little things here in there, but you have to be quick to catch it, because they're little inklings about him. sometimes warnings.
because if you look deeper in his eyes, you can tell he's got a soft heart, and insecurities that he buries in really deep.
and i think if he starts warming up to you, or he thinks you're getting to know too much too soon, he snaps out of it, and pulls an asshole.
i asked him once.. why?
"because i have to balance some things out.."
i didn't bother breaking it down.
his character is alluring, mysterious, and creepy if you take the attractiveness away.
................................
for a moment, i felt like i was taking myself apart.
with the exception of hiding firearms and explosives.
but with no doubt..
we are two very different people.
and it's the only way i can move past all this.
come a time, when i will be bored with all this michael mania.
and it slowly sinks in.
12:02 a.m. - 2001-05-14
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