i still haven't heard from him.
but i shouldn't be surprised, no?
lastnight a bunch of us met up.. and i saw his roomates and most of his friends.
dan had stopped me in my tracks as i tried to search out for erin in the crowd. i quickly said hello. surprised. moving along very quickly.
i still did not see him.
not even amongst his friends.
i didn't see him at the next bar either, but i saw his friends again.
he was either working over-time, or staying in with a new flavor.
yup.
................................
i did see the bartender.
such a sweetie.
i had totally forgot that sunday was mother's day, and i had made plans with him.
we're having a dinner at my house.. lots of relatives, and that sort.
but i'm off from work wednesday. so i thought i'd reschedule with him.
he was cool with it.
towards the end of the night he stole me from the crowd to have a quick chat with me.
then he asked if he "could steal a kiss".
his lips are soft.
i was lost in the moment for about 30 seconds.
and then i realized my friends are waiting for me to go home.
..............................
i also felt self conscious because i spotted one of mike's friends who could've seen it all happen.
but you know what?
atleast the bartender calls.
12:56 a.m. - 2001-05-13
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