so proud of myself.
look at what i did! all by myself! without the help of a fourteen year old! i added the short description and even made it bold! did the previous and next thingy.
so proud.
and thanks to the help of emystica, fellow diarylander.
i am so cool right now.
.................................
this evening i'm staying in. save money. sleep. alot.
i've already got plans to see thurston moore tomorrow night at the cooler. and i'm going with pete.
yes, i know.
but i haven't been to a good show in a while. and i swear if thurston starts with his noise fest i'm walking out of that joint, and joining my friends back here on the island.
they're already ticked that i'm not heading out doing the bar crawl tomorrow night. trying to talk me out of going to the city. pags says she's going to call me tomorrow and harass me. heh.
but pete had let me know of the show about 2 weeks ago, and i already said i was going, and i would feel like a real dick if i bailed out.
plus, i'm off next week! so i can drink myself rotten if i wanted to!
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my parents have arrived from miami.
i was expecting them to tear my brother to shreds, but they're going about this the psychological way.
hmph. stupid child.
my mother told me my grandmother is in really bad shape. she's certainly not aware of her surroundings and what not.
my mother said she's like a baby now, it breaks your heart just to see her.
it breaks my heart hearing about it.
i can't go and see her.
i don't have money right now to visit her in miami.
and she's ready.
god's got the those runway lights shining really brightly for her at the moment.
i spoke with her briefly. she's still in the hospital.
she says, "when are you coming by?"
"i can't grandma, i have classes.."
"well when you're done with your classes stop by.."
and she said it with her most enthused tone. she almost sounded like a child.
i wanted to cry.
........................................
i'm going to take a deep breath...
stops me from getting misty..
11:07 p.m. - 2001-04-06
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