i should be shot for being up this late.
i've fucked up my sleeping pattern. badly.
hmmm...
last night was a good time. the show was beat though. thurston played like five songs, the crowd was nasty. and i just wanted to leave.
not to mention that experimental noise shit that the cooler has going on, drives me nuts.
i haven't been to a good show in ages. i used to go to shows all the time back in the day. it was every weekend, cbgb's, knitting factory, continental, coney island high. damn. i saw a many bands play. now that's not so much my scene anymore.
i don't have hot pink hair anymore.
i'm actually letting my hair grow long.
my clothes actually fit me.
i wear nice jewelry, and not chains.
my combat boots are only in use in snowy weather.
and i prefer a pearl-escent nail polish to silver or blue.
had to grow up some time. or atleast polish my looks.
i think if i went to a cure concert, the kids would look at me, and shoot darts at me with their eyes.
all those over sized t-shirts with the bands on them, i wear to bed now, or to paint. throw one on, when i give my dog a bath.
it's amazing how people can change at times.
myself included.
pete and i had a good time, but he's doing the getting-close-but-pretending-like-i'm-not thing. i brush it off.
i don't have the heart to tell him i don't want him back in my life in THAT way.
and i think if i did, he'd deny he ever try doing anything like that.
which we all know is bullshit.
so whatever.
like water off a rock.
.................................
i've met someone.
can't get into details about him at the moment.
long story.
future entry.
let's just say he's peeked my interest.
and he makes me laugh. (big plus. HUGE.)
4:31 a.m. - 2001-04-09
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