i was starting to think he was a compulsive liar.
he called this afternoon.
i guess we keep missing each other's phone calls. or actually my family doesn't like to take or give messages. well, either way, i guess yesterday was understandable. we both had family engagements.
he had my valentine in the car and still wanted to swing by and give it to me.
so after taking care of our duties and what not, we made plans to go out to dinner at a japanese restaurant.
he started opening up a bit. he seems to be a little more relaxed now, i guess.
he was honest about it all. he just didn't want to hurt my feelings, and in trying so hard doing so... he fucked up.
i warned him about too much eye candy...
i got a red rose and a homemade card. which i assured him are usually the best ones. it was sweet.. he copied a couple of pictures i made of us on his computer, that weekend we bummed at his place.
the girl i made wasn't holding the boy's hand... and he wrote, among other things, that the reason she wasn't holding his hand was because she was pissed at the boy, and rightfully so because of the past week... and he's sorry... love mike and hearts and all.
that is absolutely the sweetest valentine i've ever recieved.
i asked him why did he get me a valentine if he knew he wasn't going to see me.
his response was because he just wanted to.
so... maybe he's not so bad after all..
10:48pm - 2001-02-19
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