giddy girl...
i'm all smiles. i spent friday night with mike. we didn't go out. neither of us were in the mood. apparently he was worn out from thursday evening, and well i just wasn't in the mood to go the bars.
i was all dressed up as if i was ready to go somewhere. i could have, but after an hour, i lost all nerve. and mike was the only one staying in. i was invited over to listen to movie explosives on surround sound, and drink beer. sounded like a great night. i was also asked to bring an overnight bag, and spend the night. woohoo! couldn't get better. and i'm not being sarcastic either. for i am truly a happy girl.
we stayed in and cuddled on the couch watching blue lagoon. and made fun of every scene. i let a few true colors shine through that night. my pig oink, my cartman impersonation, and my snorts.. that i try to keep under control in unbearable fits of laughter. oh, and i burped. (ooops!) he thought it was funny (especially the part where i pat myself on the back to burp). he loved all of it. he seemed to have eaten it up.
although i have to tell about an incident that happened right before we went to bed.
we had our jammies on. him in boxers, me in my little tank top and pj pants. as a gift, i burned a copy of a cd for him that i told him about, and we were about to get all gushy and started dimming the lights and all when there's a goddamn knock on the door at 4 o'clock in the fucking morning!
(this where you hear the record scratch in the background)
ok, so we both go to the door, and 'lo and behold there's this tanked stubby girl standing, "hi! is mike here?!". i just stayed behind him and glared and grimaced. "nice!", i thought.. "this is just fucking great..". she's all cheery and giddy, "well hey, you told us we can stop by anytime, so i'm here with some friends, why don't come and hang out?", as she tried letting herself in. um, hello?! couple in pajamas, 4 in the morning, what do you think?
so he closes the door and we head to the bedroom and he's putting on pants, notices my facial expression is not that of pleasant, so practically cringing he says, "i'm just going to get rid of them.."... fine whatever... he went outside, i turned the cd off, and watched the television instead. i was a little heated, but he came back and told me the story behind it all. they were girls his other friend named mike met, and HE had told them to stop by anytime. my response? "maybe you guys shouldn't tell people where you live anymore, and if you decide to, tell them to visit you in the daytime..." he agreed...
he made it all up to me... the night or morning we shall say, only got better. we finally played the cd, made a little lovin, cuddled some more, and then slept. and the next morning there was no awkwardness, like there was on new year's. i actually hung out with him all day. "we were both bums today..". yep.. bums.. he made breakfast, as usual, he did his laundry, i putzed around on his comp, and made funny pictures of us, which he hung on the fridge, and then we tried making the scanner work. yeah.. we were sure productive. heh.. i got home only 3 hours ago.
ok, so this is progress.
i'm excited... but i'm still keeping myself in check, especially since that incident 4 o'clock this morning.
oh! and we actually talked. talking as in, i didn't have to pry anything out of him.. we actually did twenty questions. i told him that i feel like i talk too much when i'm with him.. he said i didn't, he's just quiet. (no kidding!).. so we did twenty questions. and it was successful.. and well in the car ride home.. well i guess it's going to be another weekend with mike.
hopefully...
geez...
i can't stop smiling.. :)
9:23pm - 2001-01-28
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