i'm such a busy girl. and i have so much to tell. i wish i was home enough to write about everything that has happened with the past week.
i actually came home for good on wednesday afternoon. and that afternoon was the first time i sobered up, since thursday.. or friday..
let's start at the beginning:
FRIDAY
bon game out to the island from brooklyn, she was staying at her grandparents, and her dentist is out here. she had a follow-up appt. after getting her teeth pulled, and stayed here for about the rest of the week to hang out. she basically set camp at my house, but we called erin to hang out that night. we thought we were going out, but decided to just stay in at erin place, and smoked rosanne's leftover weed. which we got slightly fucked up from, and headed over to 7-11 to get munchies. we bumped into rosanne's sister tina on the walk home. bon had previously called her a hooker b/c we couldn't tell who she was on the walk to 7-11, and there was a cop car at the corner and tina was there and we were all curious about it, so bon said "oh,.. duh.. there's a hooker there.." but anyway, tina had a joint so we went back to erin's to smoke some more along with some nasty dude tina dragged along, who was totally inebriated and spit up all over erin's deck. ew... which is why we stopped taking hits, after he called for the joint when he spit up. so anyhoo, after a bag of sunchips and dr.pepper.. i passed out. and eventually the other girls did too, but i'm always the first.
SATURDAY
luckily it was sunny and hot out for the first time in 2 weeks b/c it's been rainy and humid and just disgusting outside, so we headed down to the beach. we called up kerri, b/c that way we don't have to pay to get on any beaches, and kerri and dave have a beach at the end of their block. but when we got there, kerri and dave were fighting and kerri was packing all her stuff, which she left after she drove off with the car, and went to her mom's. she came back for us though. kerri and dave seemed to have somewhat made up at the end of the day. and i got so burned, i was rubbing cold aloe gel on my back at kerri's. i didn't mind taking the risk of skin cancer, b/c it would turn into a tan. and it would probably be the last time i would be able to go the beach, since the weather has been disasterous.
we went home to get ready for pag's pre b-day bash. we went to bridgeview that night. some over rated wannabe city club. $20 to get in!! it's not like they're in the city for crist sakes! it's a giant tent playing the stupid redundant techno crap. and it's so fucking hot in there, that the only air you can get is if you step outside to the dock. even the hip hop room could atleast have some a/c b/c that was no damn tent. and there were a bunch of dumbasses in that place. yeah.. all the fucking winners were there. no lookers, and the ladies bathroom line was from here to fucking guam, i was pissed as shit. it does not take that fucking long to pee! 5 seconds!!! if you have your period, wear a super plus, if you have stomach problems you should've taken something before you left the house, or fucking stay the fuck home!!! so fucking aggravating. anyway, it was me, bon, pags, kristine(yes, her), michelle, and jen(girl i went to HS with, who's pretty cool). erin was suppose to meet up with us there with kerri&dave. they had trouble getting in b/c dave wore shorts and sandals, and went back home to change except the pants dave just HAD to wear were dirty and well.. erin was really upset and stayed in, even though we were calling her all night, and like asses forgot the number to her apt. so we were making up numbers, and leaving messages on dave's voicemail. but we had a good time, bon and jen gave their undergarments to the bartender, for free drinks for the rest of the night, kris was a real fucking drag, all of sudden she was polly prude, (hello?! pollyesther's!)*yawn*. we met all these guys and formed what someone called "the ho train", and headed to the hip hop room, where my feet just couldn't take it anymore from my $20 shoes. i just wanted to chop my feet off. we eventually went back to the main area. jen was wooing some guy she met.. michelle and i were the only ones sober, besides kris.. i wasn't really in the mood to drink lots that night.. and bon and pags danced up a storm, and i joined in every now and then. anna (one of pag's friend's from nyu) showed up and she was cool and danced much too. yeah.. i remember all of us attracting a circle of men.. and thinking i'll never wear my knee length black skirt with the slit on the side, out again b/c i picked up no guys (even though i hiked it up). we actually went home that night.
SUNDAY
that night pag's was having a bbq b-day thing. and though it was raining, it was an indoor bbq, thanks to the george foreman(sp) grill. all the girls from last night were there except anna and kris. alot of all old HS chums showed up, and some news faces too. janice (who's ok, but apparently still has HS mentality on who's cooler than who) came with a new love interest and some other guys friends. danny (hot danny) showed up with theo (who i have not seen in ages, and is bald now.. completely)and eric c. too. guys i went to HS with. who became really good looking after a few years. yum. yeah, we ate alot, and drank lots of wine, and people started leaving, and pags seemed kind of bummed b/c some dipshit who's been jerkin' her chain for like a year now didn't call her on her b-day. danny, theo, bon and i dragged her out for drinks, and picked up erin along the way, we hit mcquades and did like 5 shots of SoCo. damn! those guys tried to kills us, it was one after the other.. and then we gave up. we started to become emotional drunks. real deep, b/c we hadn't seen each other in such a long time. all that catching up. i nicknamed danny "romeo". boy goes to an atm and picks up 2 chicks who give him $20. shit! so that night ended with a rum&coke in my hands.. and theo being a doll, and driving us home. eventhough that wasn't a smart thing to do, but he said he was ok, and i was still somewhat sober compared to the rest of them, was asked to sit in front just in case.
MONDAY
i worked till 3pm, b/c i was given the decision to leave early, and i wanted too, b/c i wanted to get something of sleep, b/c i hadn't. bon's grandparents picked me up from work. they were in town to take bon to the dentist again. that night we went out with bon's mom and her new beau, who's she gonna marry. it was weird and bon was still weary of their relationship, considering her mom stopped talking to her for 8months b/c the woman went ballistic. yeah.. bon was only making peace for her grandparents. but she says she happy for her mom, b/c her mom is actually happy. weird. we went out for drinks at the inn. where bon and i got to know the bartender, who gave her a free beer. and we met the other 2 people. ronnie (who's was beautiful) and this other sweet girl, both whom happen to work at minnie's. the bartender(brian) then gave all of us a free round of shots. ronnie told us he bartends at minnie's friday nights. he says he hates working there, so if we ever say hello to excuse his behavior if he grunts back. with his gorgeous self, i'd forgive anything he did. love networking with the bartender's... hooks you up.
TUESDAY
bon and i went to the beach. where we bumped into eric who told us to go to bogie's (bogarts) that night. tuesday night @ bogie's is a thing. ($1 beers). we had plans to go to the city to see a comedy show, and finally see james who i have not seen in a year and half, b/c he's somewhat ashamed to associate us with his new richie rich cornell friends. anyway! so we get to the city, and we're late b/c LIRR had stops in midtrack b/c of faulty whatevers, and then like asses we take the A train during rush hour, big no no and missed our stop b/c it went right passed it! but we saw molly shannon from SNL, whom bon went to say hi to, and erin was all shy, and i was not phased. finally, getting on a local train we get to 81st, and we're walking and making excuses to tell james, so he doesn't think we're dumbasses. bon starts jogging, and says she'll see us there, erin and i start talking about cabbin' it there, but no cabby was stopping, besides.. we were almost there. we we get there, there were like 7 people at stand-up ny, so we decided to drop it and save our tickets for another time, and get dinner. found some little place on amsterdam, and ordered some california rolls, which at one point i thought i was going to get a nose bleed, b/c of the spices in it. we talked and about what's doin' in life, and the headed over to garden by the planetarium, where we took pictures, and then went home. someday soon, i'm hauling james' ass to see a laser show before he goes back up to cornell. he only lives 3 blocks away. so we get back to the island, and we were trying to get in touch with pags b/c we told her about bogie's, but after sitting there for an hour and a half, we figured she's probably already there. by then it was 12:30am. we were now all hesistant about going and flipped a coin. yes we flipped a coin. heads we go, tails we stay in. it was heads.. so erin says well we can go to beach cafe, which is on the way to bogie's and i said we might as well go to bogie's . so we hoof it there. which isn't a bad walk, b/c it's not far. we get there, can't find pags, but see theo and all of those guys. and then see another face we hadn't seen in a while, mike silverberg. who bon kept calling silverballs, or silverbells. yeah.. we did catching up there, and drank. and i had my arm around him and theo at one point (but it was a friendly thing!) theo though, on the way out, bit my ass and eric told me i look really good in a bikini. mike told us he had weed in his car, so we went back to erin's to smoke. stopped at 7-11 on the way to get munchies. bon and erin came running out to the car laughing hysterically, b/c they fell in the middle of the aisle at 7-11. we get back to erin's and get into pj's and smoke up. now i'm all tired, and these girls are bugging out. bonnie finds blood on her pant leg, and on erin's comforter, we couldn't figure it out until morning that it was from the gash she got at 7-11. so while these girls are wiggin' out, i start rubbing my chest b/c my lungs are filled up, and all of sudden mike's hands are rubbing my chest too (no boobs). i felt really weird, i hadn't seen mike in 5 years, and i didn't know what to do b/c i was drunk AND stoned. so i just said "i'm ok now!" and i remember closing my eyes, and hearing bon and erin giggling, and telling mike that his weed was swanked. i was fine, they weren't. they were bugging out. they passed out in erin's room, i was passed out on the couch next to mike. and i'm praying that he didn't molest me while i was sleeping. he woke me up in the morning to let me know he was leaving, and he tried to kiss me, and i swindled the cheek move, and said thanks for a good time. very weird. the girls woke up angry, b/c they're convinced the weed was laced. erin woke up late for work, and rosanne was a bitch that morning, and bon went home that afternoon, i took the train home with her. and i went to sleep..
worked thursday, and stayed in trying to recover.. pags called me up last to hit mcquades again, b/c she was feeling bummed and needed a little cheering, and the guys were going to be there that night, which they were. it was the same ol shit, i just saw some more faces i hadn't seen in a long time, and alot of young kids were there, i was in a pissy hateful mood to begin with, wasn't liking anyone, b/c i was getting my monthly friend. came home early, i finally got the sleep i deserved last night. :)
oh, and pete has been calling me all week, but i've been a busy girl.
and mr. wonderful left me a message on my icq, asking if he can talk to me.
it's like return of the living dead.. come back from nowhere..
don't know what they're missing until it's gone... for a long time.. i must be real good then..
05:34:57 - 2000-08-13
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