mr. wonderful is online right now, and he's not writing me back. fucking prick and a half.
why do i bother?? why do we women succumb to such humilation from men.
"because i love him.." no no no.. that's not the right answer.
um.. because he's not completely out of my system..
and in order for me to not get upset, i ignore all the little things that remind me of him. which is sort of ironic because the photo album with all our pictures still sits under the tv cart in full view. all the little stuffed animals he won for me at coney island still sit on my rocking chair, when i rummage through my closet i see that yellow over sized t-shirt of his, that lost his scent. tickets to places and movies. cutesy hallmark cards... stupid stupid shit. because i am a fucking pack rat.. which he once called me.
i don't know what to do...
i need to get him out of my system..
06:29:55 - 2000-08-04
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