i'm starting to get aggravated.
i know life is expected to have disappointments, but lately this is the shits.
i feel like the tree that falls in the forest and no one hears it crashing.
except i'm not really falling anything, but more like ready to burst.
i'm frustrated. annoyed. sad. angry. lonely.
i began over analyzing my emotional status. i came up with desperation.
i hate to be that girl. i hate to be that needy girl. i certainly don't show much characteristics of a needy girl.
do i carry an air of neediness? do i linger with a scent of neediness?
i never thought i did. if anything, i thought i carried an air of isolation. i thought maybe, that's why i repell.
all i ever want is for people to be nice. why waste your energy on being disgusting? who has that much energy? and why waste it all on that?
seriously.
don't you ever get tired?
i want nice.
and a little affection.
it would certainly help my emotional intimacy issues.
it would help alot of things.
it might help everything.
3:23 a.m. - 2001-11-08
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