my life as become a series of speechless movements these days. empty thoughts.
droll.
as if i'm standing in the middle of a hurricane, watching, as everything whirls over and past my head.. unharmed.. without a care.
like fascination. in awe. subdued.
my ambivalency.
even lovemaking as become a series of physical expressions.
which i really don't mind, actually.
i feel like that ragged old doll that needs to be put away for a while.
but i'm not tired.
i think i'm just unsatisfied with what life is offering me right now. possibly bored.
maybe i'm looking in the wrong places.
or maybe i'm just not looking hard enough.
2:26 a.m. - 2001-06-06
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