i am playing with raging fire.
bartender was there this evening.
we stumbled into the kitchen of the bar and made out like bandits.
and i also caught a glimpse of mike's friends.
i missed a good part of the night, because i was.. um.. occupied... so i didn't see mike there.
i thought.. i would totally be honest with the bartender and tell him i was seeing someone else.. if that ever qualifies as true, but if it were the other way around, it would be a different story.
i know mike wouldn't confront me about it.. if anything he'd say a sly remark.
bartender is new.. and i really dig him.
mike isn't.. and i've been totally smitten since the days i laid eyes on him... which will a be a year in a couple of months...
ugh!!! what am i to do??
i've got to be slick about this... and not get burned.
and i have to get into the habit of not writing entries when i'm drunk..
i can barely type...
hmph..
4:16 a.m. - 2001-05-28
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