i ought to get a fucking medal for being so cool and collected.
i called mike tonight after i took a shower.
i can only laugh at myself.
um, where do i begin?
he said he's probably on my shitlist.
he's close.
said something about making plans with somebody else, and well.. he really likes me and didn't have the heart to tell me.
so that phone call that was made on valentine's day while i was at work was to cancel. so he claims. at the last minute.
i told him i wish he would have told me sooner, i would've made plans with other people, and that would've saved me a couple of grouchy days.
i also said to him, i hope he is nice enough to tell me if i were wasting my time making such an effort.
he didn't answer back to that.
well... looks like i'll be keeping this really casual.
it's too bad.
he wants to stop by tomorrow, because he said he got me a valentine gift.
since it's my mom's birthday tomorrow, i don't really know what the plans are, and where i'll be.
he said he'd call.
i said i won't hold my breath...
10:43pm - 2001-02-17
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