i decided to stay in this weekend. i didn't call mike. nor did he call me. i'm sure the feeling between is not mutual. so it is best that i do not get attached.
my aunt was in the hospital with my grandma until 1:30am lastnight. they keep running tests. she has all the symptoms of alzheimer's disease, but they want to make sure it's not any of the medication she's on. last night my grandmother didn't even recognize my aunt, that she ended up becoming violent, because she didn't know where she was, or who anyone was.
this weekend i will be lazy. and i will try not to think about certain things that could end up emotional baggage. i hate that.
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strangely, i feel lonely.
5:24pm - 2001-02-03
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