i had another dream.
i only remember very key parts of it, but it comes together so well.
i was in the car with my friend iris who was driving, and a few other people were in the car also. it was supposedly valentine's day, and no one wanted to go out and have a good time, so iris and i decided to get dressed up and hit the town.
iris had to shower and while she showered, i was having a fashion crisis.
the closets had mine and my friends clothes. for some reason i couldn't pick out a skirt to match a shirt the my great grandmother had supposedly sewn for me.
i was taking up time and eventually iris got tired. somehow i ended up not getting dressed in nice duds but in pajamas.
i don't remember what happens inbewteen time, but i'm in some hotel resort of some sort and i stumble into a room where mike is.
he's sitting in a large canoe, eating a bowl of cereal. i'm surprised to see him there.
the canoe faces a wall of windows, and there's a tremendous storm outside that's making the ocean waves crash against the window.
mike gives me a bowl of cheerios, and we sit in the canoe and talk and watch the storm pass.
as the sky starts clearing out we head to the balcony beyond the window wall, and he hands me one of these U shaped umbrellas. it was large and heavy and it had some kind of football team logo on it and it said 1986.
the sun started showing up and beach cleared out.
it was beautiful carribean weather and we got excited because we wanted to enjoy it.
he turns to me and says, "i'm going to put on my bathing suit.. i'll be right back..".
i sat.. and waited.. folded the umbrella..
he never came back.
and i wanted to put on my bathing suit to go swimming too.
eventually, i put down the umbrella and left.
..........................
how pathetic is that?
even in my dream he doesn't come back.
5:44 p.m. - 2002-02-04
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