it is hotter than a motherfucker up in this joint.
nasty.
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ok, so i've unlocked my diary. i think the coast is clear for now. i freaked because i noticed someone was reading my diary like 6 times a day, and well i got paranoid that it might someone i know.
yeah.
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hmmm... i smoke way too much weed.
i party way too much.
that's nothing bad, though.
i might as well do it while i still can.
people must think my friends and i are such sketchballs. up at all hours of the night, drinking every night, lighting up every night, only to wake up like 5 hours later and head to the beach and burn.
it's a sketchy life style, but to a twenty-something, it probably isn't.
whatever.. i like it.
considering i don't really sleep anyway.
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hmmm... i don't feel like going anywhere this evening. i broke out in cold sores from too much sun exposure, and i'm feeling, um.... very ugly. yeah.
bon dragged my ass out last night, after crying to her about how hideous i was.
"as you're best friend, i would tell you if you looked bad..."
i hope so.
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what a random entry... thoughts just flow in and out of my head.
i have shit to do, and i'm putzing around.
painters are coming at 9am in the morning tomorrow and i have to pack my shit in boxes.
have to clean the bird cage. ew.
have to make coldsores magically disappear by friday.
there's was some talk about going out by pag's friend, anna. she lives out on the island, where the, um, psycho is from.
i haven't seen him since. or maybe i'm just really blind. either or, it's a geat thing for me.
but i don't want us to cross paths out there. or anywhere for that matter.
i'm so pissed. still. i'm jaded, bitter and pissed. not so much that he was seeing someone else, but that fact he blew me off as if he met me like two weeks ago. forget him being an asshole, he's a fucking DICK.
i'm too pissed off to be horny. and when i become horny, i'm even more pissed off to even masturbate.
BECAUSE I DON'T WANT THAT.
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the key is to have a good time for yourself.
always.
i have to keep remembering that.
7:58 p.m. - 2001-07-25
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