that song by sheena e. is stuck in my head... words are so precise.
"she wants to lead a glamorous life..... blah blah.. without a man's touch... blah blah... without love it ain't much.."
and why those words?
pertaining to my life perhaps.
my horoscope is alot more optimistic than i am.
Sagittarius July 16 - July 22
Partnerships and relationships are very much on the agenda this week, with an opposition between Venus and Pluto. Whether these are friendships or partnerships of the business or the romantic kind, you will be very aware that changes need to be brought about. At first you may have to look deeply into any issues that may have been causing a lack of communication between you of late, and which may have held up progress in certain areas. This may take some courage to sort out, but having done so, you will both have more energy and be more willing to tackle things together. On Thursday, Mars goes direct after being in retrograde motion for some time, and also moves into opposition to Venus. This does imply that a certain romantic relationship may finally get the go-ahead after a period where endless obstacles and difficulties may have stopped you from getting together. There is a strong attraction between you, and also harmony. You will find that you can relate on many different levels, and also share the same beliefs, hopes, and dreams. On Saturday the Moon in Leo sextiles Venus and Saturn, which may encourage you to make some kind of commitment to someone special.
I DON'T HAVE SOMEONE SPECIAL.
that is because i am jaded. bitter.
all that planet talk and stuff is probably some sort of read-between-the-fine-lines thing.
sometimes i wonder if i eminate that bitchy vibe a little too much, and maybe that's why i have a problem socializing. or maybe i just really don't like people that much.
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i need to stop pondering things that don't have a conclusion.
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tomorrow is bon's birthday. pags, jen l. and i chipped in at victoria's secret.
a girl can never have enough underwear.
bon wants to party and get drunk and blow out her birthday candles on a lowfat tcby cake.
eventhough we are all dirt poor, we will try and give her what she wants.
because even though it seems like i don't make a great girlfriend, and i make a great best friend.
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god help me for such pity talk.
now there's a kick in the ass i deserve.
um.. i need to stop thinking right now... this is getting bad.
3:47 p.m. - 2001-07-18
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