i'm looking forward to the feeling of contentment in singlehood.
i miss that.
having a good time for yourself and not worrying about someone else.
all the fretting, wishy washy emotions.
i miss being and having my own little party.
i don't know what i was thinking, plunging my heart into something like that. or atleast teasing it.
it's been in a real fragile state the last few years, and it's only recently started healing well.
i guess it was time for me to take care of it, and not someone else.
i think i need to be a bit selfish now.
be responsible for myself.
this time again, i will be in it all for myself and no one else.
time out from the red hot poker game.
1:26 a.m. - 2001-03-30
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