so kevin (mr. tee) called me tonight. and we spoke for 2 and a half hours. eek. we talked about everything under the sun. and we probably could've kept on talking if neither of us had things to do.
i think i'm getting to like kevin. we both have a very open mind about things. and he seems like a really cool guy. and plus he makes me laugh. and that's a super plus.
i certainly was not expecting him to ring either.. and i told him and he said "well, i wouldn't have asked for your number if i said i wasn't going to call." hmph.. and guy that's true to his words. that's a surprise.
i think some time this week we're going to make plans to go out. i don't know how to approach this. this dating thing.. i haven't done that in a very long time.. and sleeping on the couch all snuggled up together that night, made me feel pretty fuzzy. probably because i haven't been held in a man's arms in many many months.
i think i feel awkward because i haven't had any closure with mr. wonderful. i'm going to have to write a full entry on mr. wonderful soon. he's lurks in my mind.. all the time. everything right now for me, is up in the air.
......
my friend told me what my dream meant. he said it had to do with me sort of abondoning my childhood dreams, hopes, wishes, faiths and conforming into reality, i think. part of me still has those childhood beliefs, and part of doesn't anymore.
isn't that sad?
06:22:26 - 2000-08-21
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